I love this girl…. She stole my heart

I love this girl…. She stole my heart

Anonymous asked: i heard ur ex killed herself haha bitch serves her right.

If she had i would have gone to her funeral and died myself but im over her now so i think id just go and pay my respects but shes alive and as for you cruel hearted worthless little shit dont message me again what kind of person laughs at someones suffering after losing a loved one

thatotheremo asked: Im sorry, but its time to move on. Bye.

I know it was time reni but honestly it was really hard for me im good now all i really wanted to do was say hi the day you went to the school the letter that ferb gave you i wrote that the day i got kicked out of my summer camp cuz i missed talking to you i still do but i guess thats out of the question now anyways i have to say that im proud of you i never thought i would be the one that couldnt let go but you beat me to it i still wanna talk to u if thats possible dont pay attention to the stuff that i post most of it i dont mean i just get frustrated sometimes and well yea i miss ya bye i guess

Thoughts…

I really wonder how it feels to break a heart and not care.

I bet she could tell me.

How does it feel to know that I will never trust anyone again because of what I went through with you?

That i bet she dosent know.

I wonder if she even felt something.

She’ll never tell me.

How did it feel to see the pain in my face as you walked by?

I guess I’ll never know

How does it feel to be lied to, left out, and forgotten?

That I know too well.

How does it feel to know that despite everything all your tears, your cries, your pain, each and every cut was worth nothing to her? And that in the end she didnt even say hi?

Oh I know how that feels…

Are you really that different?

Nope but she dosent care anymore so it dosnt matter anymore simple as that.

How does it feel to be the past?

It feels like being stuck in a closet somewhere just waiting to be forgotten.

Thats exacly how I feel

And this my friends is a flying fuck

And this my friends is a flying fuck

Discussion is optional

If you would talk to me you would know how much I’ve changed the person that i have become after the pain went away and with it went my love for you what replaced it was respect and admiration i am free now but it dosent change the fact that i miss your personality and your eyes yet all i can do is put on a smile live my life to the fullest and wonder who you’ve become

What the fuck was i to you?

I love the way that you talk to everybody exept me and how it makes me feel left out and lied to…

I sit at the movies alone and i think to myself i need to get a girl

Ive got a new anthem for myself

Details in the fabric-Jason Mraz
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling on your threads
And breaking yourself up

If it’s a broken part, replace it
If it’s a broken arm, then brace it
If it’s a broken heart, then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
And stay strong
I’m doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you’re shocked it’s just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature’s sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it’s just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

I get it look im sorry for everything and i hope you found peace just as i did.

so i asked her why she ignored you yesterday and she said “I dont think he knows we’re over.” then i asked if ferb had given her the card, and what was her reaction, “I was like awks” and then she told me to tell you “next time you c him…just tel him i say im sorry but we’re two different people and im sry it took so long for me to realize.”
Me: I thought it might be like that thank you angie im better now i just disnt want to believe it ill be good im free i never told this to anyone but my heart broke in may but what happened yesterday was not heart break it was the fact that i found out that i didnt love her anymore and that was what hurt the most its like getting a part of yourself ripped out and then sowed back on without anestesia it hurts but i heal fast all i wanted to know was if it was all a lie and it wasnt so you tell her next time you get the chance and please quote ” i get it now i understand it hurt real bad losing you but it hurt worse getting over you but as every wound heals ill be ok and im happy for you proud to that ill never forget you i hope you kno that and i hope that i made you happy for as long as i could cuz you were the best thing that ever happened to me and as every story ends so does ours at least now i have a happy one one that i can walk away from in one piece Renee thank you for making me who i am i wish you the best and hope that we can become friends again in a few years take care of andy for me”

Consider me a memory. Consider me the past. Consider me a smile in an old photograph. Consider me someone who used to make you laugh.

I have a problem…
Depression it haunts me
I dont kno why
But i feel lonely
Even when I’m surrounded
And so i dont know
What to do about it
Cuz i cause pain to myself
emotional in everyway
Its tearing me apart
Because all i am
Is my emotions
The drive to do anything
Vanishes as soon as it appears
Its like im not even here
In a room filled with a thousand souls
I stand out and im glad i do
But its lonely too
Since i dont want to be a part of them
I just want someone to stand out with me

lovequotesrus:

Photo Courtesy: dejiprincess


Every day but now a days the make me smile as tears flow down my cheek

lovequotesrus:

Photo Courtesy: dejiprincess

Every day but now a days the make me smile as tears flow down my cheek

(via mycrazy-messedupworld)